I tried really I did

I tried. Really I did. I left an hour early before my appointment. I spent 45 minutes looking for the counselor. I had the directions but MERRY ME I set off without the phone number.
I went home.
Yes, I'll try again. But maybe not the same place I don't know. Things are naff right now. I sold some jewelry out of nowhere today but have stuff I need to work on at work. I'm sigh.
sigh.

excellent

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6244392868781886952&hl=en

Channel Islands adventure.

And I haven't even left US soil yet. This is very droll. Last night I got to my gate 2 hours early plenty of time to spare in Harrisburg. Our flight to Cincinnati was 15 min late. Well long story short I missed my connecting flight which left while we were probably about 10 minutes from the airport, London Gatwick. Delta put me up in a very palatial room where business class stays paid for some of my meals and generally made me feel like a queen at the Holiday Inn Airport. I managed to get my flights changed so I'll be there tomrorow instead without to much trouble. The extra night was good. God adjusted some expectations and said to me "You know just because you think your Expectations are good doesn't mean I don't have BETTER expectations, and just because I don't meet your personal limited expectations doesn't mean I won't exceed them elsewhere for something BETTER!" Amen Lord.

i hate it

I hate everything right now. Especially myself.
It'll pass.
Nothing works.