again

I can't do anything.
I can't hammer solder flat without hammering my finger
I can't make my budget work even though I have enough money because the due dates of all my bills. On top of that oil is going up to 396/month. I pay half of that plus rent.
I can't make a bezel stick.
I can't do anything right.
I swear I want to give up.
I don't give a flying flip anymore.